But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. - Matthew 6: 33-34
this morning prayer session was awesome, it was like..God reassuring me and anointing Esther's and Johnson's lips. My greatest fear is that I'm dreamless, that I lack aspiration and I live day to day, so I worry about my career and my future. It often ends without conclusion and ERGHH SCREW THIS I'M GOING TO SLEEP moments, which just completely sucks to the core. I haven't been able to leave it all up to God, though I know that He has plans to prosper me, and has a path in store for me. So ah wells I guess it's time to do so.
am also feeling very thankful, cos in retrospect, the path I took was the best that it could ever get.
I'm constantly bogged down by things that I'm too lazy to do, which sucks, cos it imposes on people, makes their routine less routiney and all. :x
Oo0o0o0o0o0o0o0oh moving on, yesterday was spent with my clique/ three bodyguards HAHA (ie the 1 tall one and 3 short ones) (the autistic and the 3 caretakers) (or simply put yu li, jevon, ruiyi and glen). and it's damn stupid cos we are all frigging retarded. -.-
at 7-11 "glen's vodka" on the shelf. glen: EH LOOK! yu li: ooh glen's vodka. jevon and ruiyi observe for a while price tags below the items: 21.90 60.00 jevon: eh it's the 20 DOLLARS ONE! HAHAHHAHA. glen: ... fine.
and all my spontaneous "eh don't disturb my fats my fats will get angry"
AND I SWEAR JEVON AND GLEN EACH HAVE NINE LIVES. we went to climb glen's roof which was scary cos i'm scared of heights. and guess what glen and jevon slided down the white concrete side of the roof! i mean yehh the chances of skidding off or being unable to stop in time and end up very majestically on the 1st floor are very low, BUT STILL!!!! :/ :/
anyway the nerve wrecking scene goes like this. glen sits at the top while jevon went "whooo" and slided. ruiyi and i cringed in fear while glen goes "WTF?! I DON'T EVEN DARE TO TRY THAT!" meanwhile when we thought jevon was going to die and collapse from weak heart or extreme fear he pops out from the other corner excitedly saying "ehh omg i want to try again it's damn fun!" :S
but glen is a blessed lucky kid cos he has a nice house. very glass-y and it looks as if it will fit very well into some mr and mrs smith thriller let's-attack-each-other-shoot-and-shatter-all-the-glass scene.
finally we ended up making orange/lemon sorbet with his maid and the ice cream maker cos we are very easily self amused kids who are potential domestic housemakers. nah kidding.
tuesday, ruiyi glen and i went to holland v for lunch, which was super random and.. uhm telepathic? and ended up watching BE KIND REWIND in town, which i agreed to on the pretext that it's super troublesome to get home from holland v. :D be kind rewind was good by the way, it's actually not those hilarious movies that you laugh till your sides hurt but forget about it the moment you step out of the theatre.
random conversations.
glen: eh tissue. ruiyi: eh you are like walking maid. - i passed tissue. yu li: hmm but all maids walk which is going to be a joke for the rest of our lives.
got a list of things to do now, which i can choose to go online and forget all about it and then scamper to practise piano and be distracted while doing so, or i shall just start from showering first. haha and i choose the latter so aww too bad (:
