hmm i expanded my music library by a little.. by obtaining This Providence - The Bright Lights (ep), the Juno soundtrack and this song She's So High by Tal Bachman, which is really catchy (: lyrics are so DUH and understandable but sounds like those happy love song so okay i kind of like it.
She comes to speak to me I freeze immediately 'Cause what she says sounds so unreal
But somehow I can't believe That anything should happen I know where I belong And nothing's gonna happen Yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah
Tal Bachman - She's so High
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these days my energy level is stagnant and unexcited and i'm completely at ground state, -13.6 eV okay veryvery lame. hm anyway i hope you get the point... i'm really really not stoked and exhilarated all the time except for this really short timeframe today which is totally observing the physics law that particles cannot stay at excited states for long . Yesterday was church and qgy church was really gr8 as usual i was so helpless and i kept crying out and kept crying out for God to give me a direction. will continue on that later but well after that we had qgy. qgy was free and easy so i wasn't very used to it cos the idea of last year's sit-there-act-pretty qgy was so deeply etched in my mind but when i reached with szemin the people were playing ICE TOURNAMENT which was like (....) with balls and stuff, so i was like ohkay nice one. ><
anyway on to my direction i figured it out yep thank God for it! (:: i spent my morning reading scholarship guide and checking the sites, courses and things like that and i talked to glen about it so yes it's all figured out, and it diminished the desire to go overseas to almost zilch because i realised that i'll get real spiritually dry, not cool at all. so yes when i got it i was so stoked and excited because now i've a plausible path to take and unless somethings damn freaking cool comes along the way i'll stick with it. it's not what i'm damn good at because i'm a bimbo who only likes things to look good which doesn't give me any job btw -.-
