i'm going through a really trying day now with very great inertia to study plus random flu that impairs my concentration and hence my judgement, which is really important to me now cos i'm trying to salvage my physics desperately. if i'm so sick i'll probably get a mc for tomorrow but at least i hope i don't miraculously become healthy tomorrow while staying sick today (...) but either way this is not exactly how i want to get past my blocks.