Dennis on today's youths: "People say post-modern youths are apathetic, but i don't really think so. We can be politically apathetic, apathetic to things that happen at home, but I don't think anyone is really spiritually apathetic, we are probably just, disengaged. The thing is that we have simply too many distractions in our lives: work, money, etc and that life sucks...Jesus out of it."
Gideon "Courage is fearing God more than fearing man."
Shirley Melinda "Remove all prejudice, and build a church without walls."
and this:
i am back from church camp! God doesn't let us thrive on emotions... so while I am definitely not high and all drunk on God and everything, it was definitely awakening, my heart, mindset has definitely changed, and it grew me in terms of grit, personal responsibility and the knowledge and mindfulness of God, spiritual habits, character so that's awesome (: i guess what i really want is for my heart to work like an everflowing stream, slow but steady.... rather than uhm, fountain? forceful at sometimes, but it can be easily turned down. okay a zzz analogy. gotta jot down my personal reflection and stuff later so i can keep to it, starting from tmr/today argh procrastination for the losee.
And omg.. church is probably the only place where it doesnt't matter how tired you are, how late/early(morning) you slept be it 2 am or 4 am, every one will be so powered by God's fuel that we bring ourselves to milk out every single ounce of energy to praise and shout out to God by jumping about, lifting our hands, singing at the top of our lungs. I was so tired and breathless...... but i was so happy during high praise. and i slept relatively really early like 2.30 am HAHAHAHA but uhm see my ugly pimple outbreaks.
Got to really know people better and know more people, hwachong care group: calean, sharlene, louisa, szemin, justina, ruiyi, libo bobo, songkang (the people who went!), the ac people the cj people and all the random people i met being a gamemaster! like not even from jc central but like people from north south east (insert northeast) west seniors yay (:
random things that happened:
sharlene and i were so dehydrated from being gamemasters and staying at pasir ris park setting up the crappy maze for maze daze it was imba hot and my eyes got all blurry and our water was like so not enough we had to beg ruiyi to buy 2 1.5 l of water for us omg saviour of our dehydrated/dried up souls.
and in panic people really give screwed up answers WHICH DAY DOES EASTER FALL ON oh! FRIDAY FRIDAY! WRONG! HUH?! WHY WRONG?! friday = good friday.
name 3 planets ohoh! pluto.. WRONG!! pluto not planet anymore! ._.
OMG I WALKED INTO THE GUYS' TOILET AT DOWNTOWN EAST (BALLROOM AREA) it was terribly stupid thank God there wasn't anyone there you know i freaking finished using the toilet and came out of the cubicle and exclaimed in my mind "wah why so creative got urinals in girls' toilet" before..........omg..... ._.
i shared mattress with zzz min hohoho
ruiyi and songkang are not very nice people, the first one likes to scam me and both like to laugh at me.
war games was cut short - some lady from outside complained?! " i don't see any educational value in this." and snapped photos SNAP SNAP SNAP
camp food was ): calean sharlene and i could share a pack and not finish. ._.
