i want you to be convinced. convicted that i'm truly making a decision which is right, for my own good or at least seems to be at this point of time. a decision that makes no difference now or two years later, so might as well do it now. i want you to know the point that i am driving across and agree with me that i know that it's the right choice for me, and know that i will grow through it. i will always be the same, or better. i can go ahead with things i want to do, but i seek your understanding because of respect. but that doesn't mean that i give up without resistance.
