to say this week is screwed up... that would be an understatement. i cant live to savour every moment of it, because things like ta2 and physics mock spa would have to be sacrificed. and all i can think of now is the 3+ 4+ 1 part in jiang nan hao that i beg/pray almost every second for consistency, to the extent of wondering if i'm overdoing it and doing it aimlessly, just like what i did for the shuimo rhythm last year. if this is God's way of weakening me I gladly accept it but.. i need hope.
"Not only so, but we[c] also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us." -Romans 5:3-5
