i blog alot, but it's an outlet, or maybe i'm just THAT bored.
today my mom and i argued over the most trivial and minor issue, which was so minor you probably think it's ridiculous. it was over the fact that whenever she packs my things she puts them through layers of plastic bag before stuffing them into my bag, which in retrospect made me feel that in arguments (not the tether kind hah hah hah), there is no absoluteness. in one way or another, or to a certain extent, we are both wrong..and right. more than half the time i'm not trying to tell you that i'm correct, but more like, trying to drive my point across and reason it out from my perspective. and eventually because there is no perfect answer or whatsoever, we have to solve it by compromising, even very much against our beliefs.
this term (hasn't even ended yet) i made a conscious effort to really reduce judging people, save aside those that have judgements casted upon them that are so deep-seeded in everybody's minds and possess traits so awfully observable that i can even see it for myself. which probably made me a less immature i hope........? and am hoping that i've somewhat grown as well. and yeh i believe very strongly in growing.
i dont know if i'm screwed up or anything but i'm pretty damn stoked for co and music and stuff and much less enthusiastic about school and studying, motivation level hits all time low, cant even get past one cell of the chem spa table. ._.
