Go get your ribbon box Go get your wounded heart Seeing spiders I'm told they never lie
Charlotte Sometimes - How I Could Just Kill A Man
just now i questioned my self-worth again apart from being in God..... questioning my talents and my capabilities, seeing how my ineptitude gets magnified against other people's strengths, which i guess i'll get over soon once i recall what i can truly be good at,so at least for now i convince myself i'm somewhat a joy to people, which is not so much a talent but a gift from God i guess. hmm going to sleep, and going back to school for psc pae tmr. june life's going to be so hectic that it makes me forget that tmr is no longer a school day, but it still makes me sad how i'm going to be rushing and spending time doing damn alot of work but not seeing people around like during school days. a weird feeling, but feeling the presence of people albeit how distant they are makes me contented... which also makes me treasure time in school. looking back this term was the term when listening to lectures doesnt help in studies the least bit, no thanks to the content of the subjects/boring lecturers, but what makes up for the suck in studies is still people. i can't emphasise enough on how important people are in my life, but i guess they are.
and i hated my dad today for like 5 minutes cos he puts words in a really curt manner argh, don't really get why people portray themselves the way they do, and perplexes me how people don't see the need to reflect on their deficiencies in their lives. you guys please go......get a God man!
