today on the way to school for co i listened to shuqin 3rd movement in its entirety, which was something the escapist me haven't been doing for a really long time. SCO's rendition was motivating and brought it to an entire degree of freshness, which is what good music should be - encouraging and uplifting. on monday i was contented with how i performed.. but too much of such self-generated contentment breeds complacency. slowly but surely, we become inured to the imperfections, our ears get desensitized and our ability to discern becomes defunct, and just like the flea that was trapped in a bottle we'll never get past the cap to our maximum potential. so keep on learning, humbling ourselves and keep improving.
go away mind block because...i can do it? just like how we can do it as well.