today i couldn't stop dreaming, but i kept blowing these dream bubbles and bursting them with reality, so i'm stuck at a mental cross road, the state of uncertainty.
i went for interview skills module today and well i guessed it was supposed to help me pave out my life journey and career and everything; but the first part on the personality test was a bad flop that i personally felt that couldn't even qualify as a guideline or be taken with a pinch of salt. that's because the silly thing concluded that the ideal careers for both bena and i is a librarian. and dental hygienist and speech pathologist. for the mini interview i said i wanted to simulate "university entrance interview to business" but then i realise i don't really want to do business, it's just because i don't want to do science anymore in the future. my personality and interest tends to advertisement and media, but the truth is that i don't design nor draw professionally. now i keep dreaming of a prospects of my own house, i like where i am but i really want space and kitchen but that's a distant future.... some random goal that's unreachable as of now. so i kept bugging my mother and every thing haha until she patronizingly asked me to go get married. -.-
