This is my prayer in the desert And all that's within me feels dry This is my prayer in my hunger and need My God is the God who provides All of my life In every season You are still God I have a reason to sing I have a reason to worship
This is my prayer in the harvest When favor and providence flow I know I'm filled to be emptied again The seed I've received I will sow
Hmm for today after chemistry I lost myself, I don't think I was emotional, just that so many questions inundated my mind that I blocked out almost every encouragement and voice and went around being pesky and whiny, but listen to desert song every one...... and pay attention to the lyrics. "I know I'm filled to be emptied again", I don't exactly know if i intepreted it correctly but it occurred to me that it doesn't really matter what goes on in our lives and how high we swing, because there comes a point when the way down is the only way around.
but little blessings this week,
we went songkang's house for care group yesterday!
my piano teacher said i improved, which is more fine than being stagnant
i'm very blessed to have very patient music teachers, like my percussion teacher and piano one sometimes i feel so guilty for being..lousy.
i ate tom yam today i think it makes me happy
uh i got into syf...? just that harry asked me to call him and then he told me "eh you didn't get into syf" and when i asked who's playing the xylo he was like "me" ._.