the whole thing about practice and church....... you know i keep thinking about it. i don't think i'm a holy person, just that when desire collides with responsibility, i'm really torn at what to do. not exactly what to do cos there's only one right thing to do for now, but i can't decide what to feel. but okay i don't really think this is such a big thing to be complaining about cos so many people out there have greater problems. and on top of that it's so hard you know, to bring across the point how certain things can actually matter so much to a person to another person who can't understand. but oh wells i think i always complain about things prematurely, WE SHALL WAIT AND SEE.
yi lin said i looked tired today which is pretty damn true cos i keep spending time thinking about things and formulating what to say in rebuttals and whatsnot, and econs test sucked i can't even define unemployment, left blanks, couldn't complete etc HURR. fail.
