today i found 2 people who listen to camera obscura (yes they are not weird!) cos the ex-ex-president of co stepped in and he went "is anyone going for camera obscura's concert tonight?" then i was totally OMG! yesssss (: (:
i don't know how to go about saying this but i'm going to....try.
twice today i felt very much like crying, maybe it's just a last day of school plus reverse plus it's night time kind of thing... when glen told me that miss chua wasn't disappointed in the fact that i didn't go try for h3 i wished i was a more talented person who could handle everything that comes along in my life and still handle the extra academic unit, so i could be accountable to people, stay responsible and still make them proud at the same time. and i wished someone could understand, instead of dismissing my concerns as paranoia, etc, cos it's really just, cos you are not me, you don't know what i'm going through.
and fac outing really wasn't the best awesome ttm kind of thing, but it was pretty good. met people and i was so glad I SWEAR that i didn't leave with kaixin and huixian and the gang cos the last parts were better, the closing-opening speeches, iype, rtr, etc etc etc and i felt so much better after the event compared to songs for sunshine. and yes i wished the emcees hadn't reminded the bio/physics/hp population about a certain incident that could have been buried in the recesses of people's minds forgotten or locked away as we close the 2008 chapter. ><"
talked to bena on the bus, and we, whether we see it or not, all perhaps are inconsiderate at least once in life.
