this week i've been harping a lot on faith and at the same time been WORRYING ALOT TODAY, like never before kind of worries, as if all of them were in packed in parcels, and all of them got lost along the way and were delivered to me all at one shot. faith and paranoia are antithesis.. if you believe God provides, you can't worry right.
but anyway i hate tests they ruin my day, and during chemistry i realised i can't understand reactions mechanisms so i'll probably struggle and won't want to take h3 anymore, from break onwards i was thinking of how to fix the publicity stuff during ct period, collecting forms, passing videos, and freak during piano i went to enquire and realised my syllabus is expiring SO I MUST BY HOOK OR BY CROOK TAKE THE EXAM BY MAY 2009 (buffer of half a year).
after piano i was totally lost, i typed this 3 smses long message to glen saying how i'll die soon of paranoia he got so freaked out he called to see if i was going to cross the line of sanity HAHA. I'M OKAY WORLD REALLY.
