CAME ONLINE -> TALKED TO PEOPLE -> FEEL LOUSY -> MOTHER SCOLD -> FEEL LOUSIER -> IT'S A VICIOUS CYCLE.
okay co was blah. as in..myself, not the co in general. and physics spa was very bad for me. :/
I like those moments when I'm very much strengthened, like before CO concert, math and chem papers. it comes with complete faith and a whole load of trust, surrender, and weakness.
anyway apart from that, during monday's ct session, peirong vera and i embarked on the topic of 40 day fast and how it doesn't have to be food... so vera and i decided to abstain from swearing for the whole day, which FAILED. cos our parameters were words beyond "rubbish" so words like crap, shit, bitch, damn, ass all cannot. but anyway i'm bent on cutting down on swearing cos it's very bad. and i mean when you die and go to heaven you cant say stuff like "WAH LAO can you go to hell(what an irony, haha)", so MUST BE MORE CULTURED AND REFINED! (: (:
and i shall end off with a very random video of an orchestra playing henry purcell abdelazar from fairy queen.
