half a year of unpalatable canteen food, squeezy (but fun) class benches, lectures, tutorials, sarcastic teachers and everything.
i don't want to go back to school and face all these actually, i kind of dread it. when school reopens everything becomes a blur, time alters itself faster than my state of mind and i realised being perpetually high exhausts me at the end of the day, though it's probably my way of getting through things. not that i want to have a little less laughter in my life, however.
i don't think i'm making much sense. haha.
and i figured that first impressions are almost always fallacious, like you thought everything was so perfect and all, the cracks that were previously obscured start to become apparent and distinct, they extend and stretch until you finally decided that it's so ugly that you are utterly turned off; and what you have already accepted as a shortcoming perhaps wasn't that bad a thing.
and yeh i'm sort of dead for blocks like i can't even do physics tys questions! >< when block test questions are supposed to be 1823r8721851x harder. yeh gibberish load harder.
