this week hits rock bottom hands down, with luck running low and bad vicious cycles, flu, bad throat, disappointment time and again for co, sleeping late and so on. it doesn't affect my general well being and my mood cos anecdotes in my life crack me up as badly as usual. ..just that it renders me extremely powerless and pent-up that i felt like screaming out loud during math lecture. but knowing that i'm not alone gives me solace, (shion felt as screwed up as me..maybe it's a co thing haha) cos at least we both can be miserable together. i feel spiritually lacking this week as well, like I haven't been God-fearing and all. won't bother recalling all the irritants cos i want to put it all behind and move on.
i found another 2 things that are evil too and they both begin with p! like p(insert woman's worst enemy) and pain.
anyway as i typed the miserable pathetic whiny paragraph some happenings this week offset all of those above like well, i got an ipod! the best thing is that tmr is a saturday so i get the time to fiddle with it and feel the shiny sleek chic goodness of it all today (: my pi is on the right track too (more or less), just that mussorgsky is a completely pull-out-of-the-air-random composer, so there isn't much significance to it which i have to fake and smoke. got a pleasant pw group with the Z guys - zhuoyan, zhonghan and zihao, albeit the fact that i'm the only girl. initially i thought it was just okay and was complaining about the gender inequality but many pointed that my group is good.. so amen to that! had a good sharing session during bible study with johnson, cos it's nice to open up and express what i really want out of the sessions. it's not so much of the telling but more like finally i've got something that i want to do as a servant to God. (: spent some time with every one in my clique this week.. from laughing hysterically at glen's reaction to my sms during physics lecture; talking to jevon while waiting for bus without inhibition and lunch/smses with ruiyi and jevon, bus ride with vera chng on which i met the rj monster!
yep yep that's about it and zhonghan completely owned chem mock spa today 100% WATER OF CRYSTALLIZATION HAH NICELY DONE.
back to syncing my songs can't wait can't wait. (:
