my left hand has been crappily wilful it sucks like i was practising drumming yesterday it went all uneven and after that i had to go practise piano the fingers got all scrunched up and lost all its dexterity!
omg i really really need to find back my inspiration for photoshop! need to look at pretty things, read tutorials, get ideas, look at fonts, practise, and MAKE SOMETHING.
and i think i suck cos i'm getting all quiet and self-conscious it sucks i want to be all happy and active and bouncy and jumpy and ninja-y and talkative and crappy ugh!
rah but for now i want to go type my chinese orchestra score out in finale so i can bring it to co tomorrow.
