was supposed to read my econs notes last night (hmm i study pretty conscientiously!) but ended up talking to ruiyi/vera chng in a mass conversation until 11.30 pm -.- which was pretty funny actually cos it reminded me of all the silly things that vera did in secondary school ie tilting pencil cases, yelping while running around class, losing her entire physics file before physics prelims, and the most significant one being her clapping offbeat during chapel. :D
vera flooded both of us with christian songs and it was good old healthy laughter.
i miss the sense of ease and sense of familiarity.
it too as well makes me think how much I've changed just to survive in another school. not that it's for the worse, just that the more the environment demands of you, the more of your original self you lose. sooner or later, you'll start searching for your identity all over again, only to find the bits and pieces of what is left behind.
ah wells woke up today wanting to continue reading econs but decided that physics was more important, but rahhh i couldn't find the physics tutorial that I've done which means it must have lent the whole thing away, in other words I won't get it back until MONDAY. ): sobx10000
