today's one of those days when i start to doubt my intelligence, my ability to cope with jc work and lifestyle, when i start to wonder if my bubbly self is actually annoying and irritating to people and that people will eventually get sick of it and that it's not cool, how maybe i should seriously just shut up, whether if i had been a good friend, question my devotion to God, when i start to think how my piano is actually going nowhere, when i realise that my zest for things is just slowly being sapped out of me, how many things i actually need to correct and fix in my life.
today's not a emo day, it's a friday, and i'm feeling reflective.
but on a lighter note, MGS ROCKS SOCKS so those people out that stop saying mgs' standard is low and go eat your own laughter k thanks.
anyhows i got a2 for amath, which never happened. ah wells my brother just said that you MUST get the "oh i think i'll get full marks!" feeling before you'll get a1 in olevels. and combined humans is just freaking crappy haha the whole world thought they will fail but all ended up with a1s.
SENIORS TREAT JUNIORS TOMORROW AND THEY ARE TREATING US TO FISH AND CO OMGZX expensive and there goes my personal oath of the abstinence of fish and co for at least a year.
